Last letter to you

Hey,

How are you?

This might be the last letter I write to you.

Realizing you and I are over just makes me sad. 

We've been through so many things together. There were many beautiful memories between us. It's not easy to put down all of our memories and move on. Hope this is the last time I cry for you. You have your goals and dreams. Sorry I won't be the one to be company with you till the end. No worries, you will find your dream girl.

e

Fancy Spa at Hochiminh city

The one thing I love to have business trip in Vietnam is their inexpensive SPA services. 

I was looking for SPA information the other day, and I found out this beautiful one, L' Apothiquaire. 

The picture below is their products.

You will see the house is in the end of the lane. It's easy to find and it's not far from downtown.

They have beautiful swimming pool and sauna room for free whenever you are the customers.

I felt so comfortable when I stepped inside the house.

Ladies can speak English quite well. You can also choose the flavor of oil and body scrubs.

Compare to the price with other SPA  areas, they are a bit higher. With this beautiful area, I think it's quite worthy.

The SPA room my friend and I used were quiet and beautiful, too. They have a nice bath tub in side. But the treatment I chose didn't get to use it. For those who are shy about being naked, don't need to worry. They will so cover your eyes with towels. =D

Here's the website: www.lapothiquaire.com

Tel: +84 848 3932 5181

letter to Cory 7/20

I don't love you that way anymore.

hate you doing this to me.

should i stop talking to you? i think i should.

this relationship is messed up

i will be cold to you from now on

and today was our anniversary for four years if we were still together.

it explains why i was so clingy

you don't care and u might forget it already

i've told myself to move on for thousand times but i stand at the same place still.

did i root in the ground already? i don't think so

wish it's the last time i say good bye

no more

Letter to Cory 6/17

Dear Cory,

Totally forgot I have this secret blog. hahaha

I was busy when I was at Vietnam. I was lazy when I was at China.

It's really weird I talked about marriage with you. I am the woman refuse talking about future.

Don't know how you feel when u heard the news tiffany got married?

If my sis is getting married I will be so overwhelmed.

This is the most important decision I will make in my life. So will you.

Do you think I am the one for you?

Hopefully, i am the one.

e

Letter to Cory 4/6

Hi baby C,

I like this nickname. It's so cute. Don't you think it sounds like a drink or something?

It's been a month that i didn't write to you. Maybe cuz i was angry at you last half month. I spent time staying with you the other half month.

There are so many things i want to let you know.

But ellen's sweaty and tired and smelly now.

I will do it on next letter. hahaha

miss u, baby C.

Letter to Cory 2/23

Hi Cory,

Kinda miss you now...

I was being very busy in Indonesia. Sorry i didn't have much time for you.

Things are not so cool here. We rent a car w/ a driver. He looks so mean, Lisa and I are so afraid he will sell us at the end. When I'm in here, the other stupid cunt in Taiwan tries to replace me but makes things worse. Not so happy by that.

How about you? Do you miss me much as i do to you?

e

Letter to Cory 2/20

Hi Cory,

So now you know I'm going to visit you.

I can feel you are happy about that.

But stop saying those mean words to me...

Why on earth will i spend my money and time to visit a normal friend?

I'm sure you know the reason.

e

Letter to Cory 2/13

Hi Cory,

It's Valentine's day tomorrow. Wish you have nice time.

I could not remember how we celebrated it last year.

Maybe we did not do anything. haha

I went to my uncle's place and had lunch w/ the relatives. They moved to a bigger place for their factory now. I think you might want to know this. :)

Here's the little secrete, i'm going to visit you after the show for wholeeeeee week.

Let us count down!

e

Letter to Cory 2/8

Hey Cory,

Big news! One of my best friend is going to get married, Carol.

She gave me a call today and asked me if I have time this Friday noon.

Unfortunately, she totally forgot I needed to work...

I will squeeze my time and have a nice afternoon tea with her no matter what.

It's so wonderful to hear best friend is getting married. I feel so touching.

Don't you think you have to determine yourself to the other one for your entire life is really a crazy thing. She said she's getting older that she needs to get married.

She and her bf has been together for four to five years I think.

Marriage is so sacred. Wish we can both find our "the one" someday.

e

Letter to Cory 2/7

Hi Cory,

I miss my promised ring. I took it off from my necklace after we had fight couple weeks ago. It sounded like a puppy love when you gave me that ring. I was too young to understand the meaning from that ring. But i felt secured from you. You are the only man can make me feel this way.

If I give you one promised ring, will you wear it for me?

e

Letter to Cory 2/5

Hey Cory,

We didn't talk for days... How have you been?

Hope you are not stressed.

It's Chinese New Year vacation this week. We had interesting CNY last year. You and I had our first CNY together. We enjoyed the dinner with my family and relatives. You also got your red envelops from elders. It's hard to believe you've left Taiwan for a year.

I miss you so badly.

e

Letter to Cory 1/28 after watching movie

Hey Cory,

Don't be surprised women are so emotional and sensitive.

Always want to tell you how I feel after seeing movies.

I believe I can't quit this bad habits until... forever again.

You meet thousands of people every day. And none of them really touched you. And then you meet one people. And your life has changed forever. ~Love & Other Drugs~

Looking forward to practicing Chinese with you tonight. :)

e

Letter to Cory 1/28

Hey Cory,

We had another stupid fight the other day.

Sometimes people get too lose to remember they are friends not haters.

I believe there are still many culture differences between you and me.

You may feel hurt by my meaningless words.

I also feel hurt when you said something really harsh.

But it really seems that you enjoy doing this. And you feel i deserve all this pain.

I will not say thank god i broke up w/ you. Whether good or bad, we learned many things from each other. Thank you for making me a woman.

e

Letter to Cory 1/22

Hey babe,

I'm sorry you can't read these email until... forever I guess.

You've moved on. I'm going to be one tiny little spot in your heart.

You told me you could remember everything from her. You did things for her.

She texts you when she wants. And I am in the other part of this world.

Always try to call you, but you dont have a personal phone. I always want to know how you are, where you go and what you eat and how you are doing...

I'm not the one anymore. I'm not sure if it's okay to ask you too many things.

Don't forget I have to move on too. Non-stop thinking about you will not make me move on. Everyone is selfish. You love the feeling of being cared. Who doesn't?

I am never a good girlfriend. Sorry if i hurt your feeling. I really do.

Letter to Cory 1/16

Hi babe,

You are my one and only baby even we refused to call this name.

I took off your necklace and your ring the day we argued.

You should know I said those things to make you sad or angry.

It was memory. The day we still appreciated about each other.

We used to ask how much we loved each other. I believe it's the distance from here to polestar. If you need to count in time, that means a lots of light years. For me, it will be eternity time to love you.

e

2011 i'm fine

this is a brand new year for me.

i quit my job.

back to single.

really should start to think for myself.

move on, ellen!

第一天

我們一句話也沒有說

事實上，是你沒和我說。

每當我思緒一停下來，想的就是你和她激情的畫面。

無法停止

不敢看我們的照片

一切的一切 讓我噁心 讓我暈眩

i feel lost and empty

心死掉了

沒有了心 就不會再愛人 也不會再難過

完結篇

就這樣

三年半 ，一千多個日子

被迫畫下了句號。

心好痛

眼淚憋不住 也停不下來

謝謝你，讓我成長。

那句：你明年還會繼續愛我嗎？

再也不用問了

今天上班想的要做一本 我們的相冊

有著我們回憶歡笑淚水的相冊

現在想起來 好滑稽 好自以為

看得這麼多Chick flick。

天真的以為 自己也會像電影裡面的女主角一樣

有著幸福快樂的日子，

電影終究是電影...

and i am still crying alone in my lonely room

你一定不知道，我很難過

看到那一個一個的字，出現在電腦螢幕上。

就好像是一把刀，一劃一劃的割在我的心上。

為什麼相愛的兩個人，總是要經歷這麼多崎嶇的過程。

相愛的兩個人，為什麼要分開。

明明就是心頭的一塊肉，卻又要傷害它。

你是不是 不愛了。

你可以再愛我一年嗎?

我還記得第一天晚上，在我的床上你教我拼你的名字。是E不是O，兩個L。

害怕

好害怕，有一天 真的什麼都無所謂了。

好害怕，就這樣漸漸的把這種感覺遺忘。

把一個人 忘記 需要花多久的時間?

要怎麼樣 你才可以 把我永遠放在你心上?

好想你!