Letter to Cory 1/28 after watching movie

Hey Cory,

Don't be surprised women are so emotional and sensitive.

Always want to tell you how I feel after seeing movies.

I believe I can't quit this bad habits until... forever again.

You meet thousands of people every day. And none of them really touched you. And then you meet one people. And your life has changed forever. ~Love & Other Drugs~

Looking forward to practicing Chinese with you tonight. :)

e

Letter to Cory 1/28

Hey Cory,

We had another stupid fight the other day.

Sometimes people get too lose to remember they are friends not haters.

I believe there are still many culture differences between you and me.

You may feel hurt by my meaningless words.

I also feel hurt when you said something really harsh.

But it really seems that you enjoy doing this. And you feel i deserve all this pain.

I will not say thank god i broke up w/ you. Whether good or bad, we learned many things from each other. Thank you for making me a woman.

e

Letter to Cory 1/22

Hey babe,

I'm sorry you can't read these email until... forever I guess.

You've moved on. I'm going to be one tiny little spot in your heart.

You told me you could remember everything from her. You did things for her.

She texts you when she wants. And I am in the other part of this world.

Always try to call you, but you dont have a personal phone. I always want to know how you are, where you go and what you eat and how you are doing...

I'm not the one anymore. I'm not sure if it's okay to ask you too many things.

Don't forget I have to move on too. Non-stop thinking about you will not make me move on. Everyone is selfish. You love the feeling of being cared. Who doesn't?

I am never a good girlfriend. Sorry if i hurt your feeling. I really do.

Letter to Cory 1/16

Hi babe,

You are my one and only baby even we refused to call this name.

I took off your necklace and your ring the day we argued.

You should know I said those things to make you sad or angry.

It was memory. The day we still appreciated about each other.

We used to ask how much we loved each other. I believe it's the distance from here to polestar. If you need to count in time, that means a lots of light years. For me, it will be eternity time to love you.

e

2011 i'm fine

this is a brand new year for me.

i quit my job.

back to single.

really should start to think for myself.

move on, ellen!